My life took a full 360 degrees turn as I switched from Miss to Mrs. Changes were indispensable.. some expected..some unexpected.. some special..some obvious...some visible...some hidden...some known..some unknown.. some have happened..and probably many more than some are yet to come :)
Although a lot of changes are happening on day to day basis....the most natural & prominent change I experienced and others observed before and after the wedding is the way I look.... while others may notice only my changed outer persona... I'm talking about the way I look at life, people & relationships.... both new as well as the ones I was born with....
I remember being pointblank about what I felt and thought to and/or about anyone...the comfort with which I could show even my resentment...the liberty to initiate/stop talking to anyone..that ease..that fearlessness of calling a spade a spade is fading somehow....not that someone has restricted my freedom of expression....still, somehow...somewhere..something stops me...as if telling me...this world, these people & relations have existed this way for long.... do I...an outsider have the right to touch this harmony...would my views/opinions matter? may be yes...may be no...may be fifty-fifty at some places...yet, I try to restrain expressing them as much as possible...
The transit from Miss to Mrs. was pretty adventurous...as the journey continues I feel the changes that happen in me or my behavior are sometimes so smooth that the transition is not even noticed...they appear to be inherent in me :) Even the way I change has changed... I was never so flexible in changing... :) Changing with someone....for someone and for a common reason...to make life easier & better for both is a whole new experience and am enjoying it as of now..
3 comments:
Lovely Bindia...I am happy that you are enjoying the bliss of marriage and company of your beloved. Regarding calling spade a spade...I feel what we see in others is not actually they, its our own reaction to them...All the very best. I want to see you achieve high levels in life and u can.
In celebration of the first release of 2009, I commend you for your dedication and wonderful words,,,moreover thank is due for getting me know on this Journey (i knw much more thn that though :)).. You deserve to be proud of your skills..may all your future efforts be equally successful and rewarding....Thank you again : ) ...
Thanks for the kind words :)
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